I need a wife. Or at least the right intimacy. I am almost 30 and have a daughter who I don't get to see often. Mental illness is the worst treatment I can think of that isn't physical torture. It is psychological and dream/spirit warfare. I want to have a life. My own life with my best woman and more children. In a place without war. Will the ULC pray for me to get the real interference away and help me live a life of self that is self satisfying to live? I don't know how or why or what is going on but I am sick of what humans do to eachother in interfering with eachothers' lives. I want harmony in my own. Create a family. No war. Just be and being creative and happy. I need prayer for my intimacy in life so that I can fall down softer and be nurtured. Ye tho I walk. Pray for my suffering to be returned and renewed. Thank you. Universe always hears.

Rev. Andrew Stephens

I pray for your peace, brother.

Rev. John

andrewzero;
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You are seeking the wrong things in life in the order of your priorities. It seems by your name that self esteem does not exist. People will receive you by the way you present yourself. You can blame your illness, or the mother of your child, or the world, or God for all your woes, but personal recovery from what you are experiencing begins from within. It is a soul-sickness that is a pervasive and corroding thread and it runs rampant in todays' world. And while you exhibit a desire to seek a spiritual path, you are caught in the deceit of others whose doctrines and dogmas frustrate and confuse you. I have walked your path of misery. I have fallen into darkness and despair. I have suffered the madness of the mind. And if you continue to believe what the world would have you believe, you will not get well. Follow the way of the spirit, as you comprehend the spirit, first. Ask for guidance and direction, but you must be patient. God works in God's time not ours. Carry this part of Psalm 27;13-14 with you to give you hope and strength, "I would have despaired unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord. Be strong and let your heart take courage and wait for the Lord. Yes, wait for the Lord." It carried me through my roughest times. It is often not an easy journey, and sometimes unpleasant, but if you prevail you will be blessed many times over the misery you are feeling now. Look in the mirror and see what you see, then go to work.....Seek and find Peace....To`na Wanagi